Why does it have to hurt so much? I really really miss you. this december holidays was so fun, and it made me remeber you soooo much. because i remember vividly when u made my march holidays a blast. those were the most sweetest memories. but yet, it came along with lots of bitterness. i didnt know you were gona be a vixen in me. bt then i realised, although i thought that we were made for each other, bt people around us proved us wrong. i sholda let you go long ago when i knew it was all going into the wrong directions, but i was crazy in love that made me come back for more. YOU were the only guy in my life that i have cried for. i never thought that i could be so vulnerable. Once in a while, the memories of you flashback, but i try to let go of you. not knowing that it hurts me even more. now , i learnt that i'll just let time heal everything. that way, i shal not have to bare the sourness.

Happy Birthday & I'm cursing your name

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