ugh! it was so miserable! or rather, i was miserable. i was so fucking humiliated! yesterday was the track n field heats. i jus got there and it was my event doing the heats alredi. so, i didnt change my shoe or warm up. so i jus ran. bt, i will be running with boys. Tuti backed out and told me not to run. But sab insisted i run with her. not listening to Tuti was a big mistake! i was last! freakin paiseyh! then at the finish line, i stopped at the wrong line. the bloody hell bitch teacher scolded me infront of everybody! i was like ... wtf? why the hell is she scolding me sia! so, i remained cool although i was gona burst. when i went back to my place, angel and geno was there. i was like, heck care. and i started crying.. i cried for like a good 30mins or so? then annisa and bernice came and asked me to run 400m with them. i was like NONO! i was so humiliated, not gona do it ever! again! annisa and bernice were so pissed with me cos i wouldnt stop crying n just run. annisa was like " eh, i reli want to jump down now you know you bitch!" bernice was soooooooo much nicer. she begged me nicely. then brenda came and comforted me. watching annisa and bernice cry, i went. bt then annisa wanted to wear my sports shoe. she asked me to wear hers. so i put it on, it was sooo loose. then mutiara asked if i wna use hers. when she took out her shoes i was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! it was the latest NIKE shoe that i wanted to buy! it was latest of the latest. i was like begging my father to buy me those, bt he sed buy spike la . im so forcing him to buy me that shoe now! so i ran, and i did it! that shoe works like magic!
it was so supercalifragelisticaspialidocious!


when i got home, i cried AGAIN!

today, i decide to SDH, self declared holiday. my eyes are swollen and im so embarrassed.

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