Isn't he cuteeee????
I'm feeling so down right now. God knows why. & I do not wish to elaborate on it here.
FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teachers give homeworks like as if we have no life. & They are bloody retards who make us do homework, collect then few days later ...
"Okay class, I am going to return you your homework that you did last week. we are gonna go through together"
Fuck this lazy assholes upside down!
Labels: misery, the cheerleader says bye.
YEAH, you got that. i hate my mum. she gives me a terrible life. she thinks she gives me freedom. but her idea of freedom is utterly pathetic. PATHETIC!
I'm grounded. No phone, no comp. so, don't text me okay? If you need to reach me, you can get through my sister's phone. that is, if you have her number.
I'm currently sleeping over at my friend's place. GOOD! I don't have to see her face. and that is why I am on the computer. If not, don't expect me to be online anyway.
I love my friend's laptop. better than mine. way way better!
So, today i went to sentosa. I've got pictures, but no cable to upload it up. But anyway, school's gonna start. I'm going to school. stay back as long as I want! what she gonna do? HAA! She threatened to transfer me out or home school me. Come on! I can hardly keep up in school and she wanna home school me? Yay! I'm Miley Cyrus! I'm Home schooled. How cool is that? -.-" Seriously, whatever man. she can't keep controlling me. I'm growing older for god's sake. she can be strict to me now since she has the energy. wait till my younger sister grows and come to my age. she'll probably be to tired to control her. & yay! my younger sister will be a star on 16 and pregnant!
I'm done ranting. gonna use the comp while i still have the chance. So, TTFN! Remember, don't text me!
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, misery
Today was floorball friendly match against Canberra Secondary school.
IT SUCKED OKAY! SUCKED! S-U-C-K-E-D- Sucked!
First, my mum didn't wash my Nike sports bra. and that's the only sports bra i wear. So, i had to wear a normal bra. which means, hello jinggle bells. OR BOOBS! Then, he didn't wash my Thinkers shirt. urgh!! I only have one Thinkers shirt cause I gave one to Sue. So, i had to wear Entreprenuers. Then. there wasn't supposed to be Boys. But then if they shut up all the way, i'm cool. But they didn't. DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so bad. Coach totally had hopes on me. he put me forward. FORWARD! Then, I just went in there and screw up everything. I didn't get the ball much. I didn't run for the ball much. I didn't give my %100 & I DIDN'T SCORE A SINGLE GOAL! I am so angry at myself! i feel like beating myself up right now! then, he called for half-time and he got Sue to replace me. SO EFFING SAD! I felt so useless!!!!
Then, he put me back on court but not forward. Centre. But atleast I was on court right? I wanted to give my best. I kept running for the ball. But then, i got tired. then, the ball kept coming to me. I was so drained! I could hardly think. But i pushed myself harder. then two girls attack me. One of the bimbos stuck her stick in the middles of my legs while i was running and i fell. FELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like that could be bad enough. i fell infront of chopstick legs. Literally infront. like 5cm away-infront.
there was a "ooooooooooooooohhh.......... *SILENCE*"
But he, " Oooohhh......... *SILENCE* HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!"
Then the referee blowed the whistle. Game over. I pulled myself together.
I so hate him! HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought today's game was bad. but those good players, were not so good today. Like Filza, she is so good. LIKE GOOD AND AWESOME! but, today she was like not so good. maybe she was feeling the same way I did. But those who weren't so good. were good. much better. keep it up!
So, this concludes my first friendly match! I hope theres more to come. Then i can really kow where I actually stand. Although i feel so bad about today's match. But, it's okay. I'm gonna give my all next time.
CHEERS! oh, and for those who are celebrating Christmas, Merry Christmas!
Labels: last had fun, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
So great to be back home! Although my ward was really beautiful. I had the whole ward to myself. There was a television and all that. It was nightmare there. They wanted to Op me. but I was scared. So they did an Ultrasound first. Every single thing they wanted to do to me, I would turn Hysterical. Screaming, shouting, crying. Pateints with those severe illness keep giving me the
"Wth bitch, I've been through worst. So shut up!" look.
It was scary lah. They had stitches everywhere.
Anyhooo! I met this cute nurse! Somehow, I felt stalked. He doesnt take care of me. But he keeps coming & peeping into my ward. Which is weird cause there is nobody else in the ward except for me. So funny sia he. HAHAHA!
Then, there was this one time. i was doing something retard. I didnt realize that he was peeping at me , again. then when i look around the room, I saw him at the door. He quickly run off like a cute little mice. HAHAH! He is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Cute lah!
I know lately my pictures are all so glamourous. hehe. But here are unglam pics of me, in the hospital. I couldnt sleep at night, so i took pictures.
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
My name is Siti :)
Camp was sooooooooo boring. i rather just sit at home and rot to death. haha! no laa. kay, actually i rather go school and stare at people which are cute-ilicious!
before i start, i wonder who is the person* that tag at my tagboard "yr lover:)"
chey, if ur hot, say your name human! HAHA!
eek! gatal eh? kay shut up!
okay, i got separated from my LOVERS! but i same group with Samuel. yay! not bad lah. i hugged him all the way during nightwalk. but he didnt mind :D DURH, EVERYBODY LOVES MY HUGGIE WUGGIE!
i hate the school. conferm they hate me, thats why they must make me soooooo freaking miserable.
anw, made friends with VANESSA! she is nice, & she is just like me ; nobody without friends.
so yeah.
during the ferry ride. i cried & cried. i got motion sickness. i felt like vomitting. oh how i wish i have a private jet?!
it rained the whole day, nothing to doo... && i surrendered my phone cause i am a good girl. innocent face* so couldnt call anybody that reminds me of home.
batam talked to me. tryna act nice konon!
no firned. like what she says "takde kawan"
the food was yucky, durh. batam food wat. closest to st john
btw, i love big ears! haha! gerek sey kacau amira. HAHA!
& i hate zaky. so zaky, read this.
&& I LOVE WULAN!
she really can talk like an angel n melt your heart i tell you.
make me feel like I'm super flawless. but i know i'm not!
&& happy birthday tuti! if i ever forget*
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, i kissed a girl, kissed a girl, last had fun, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
PFFT~
Minahs oh minahs.
need a definition? i will write in proper tenses and grammatically correct because, I ain't a minah, okay?
seriously , why must talk outside school? when like you have back-ups? so that when amira "rembats" you they can help? then like, you want to talk to amira, can't you call her yourself? must ask your friend to call her? okay, stop with the question mark*
then , you fought with amira but you had to pull people in. not just those siglap minahs, but me too. i did not fight with you right? you just had to go and tell Narash what i said? please eh, i know you will say " but you wrote it on your blog and people can see and tell him what" but hey, if i wanted the whole world to know, i would'nt have private my blog right?
i was so pissed at you. not just that, disgusted!
&& you went all " i have never felt this hurt in my life before"
You know what? In life, there is always a first time, so suck it up. Life is not a breeze, it's never easy. so, don't come up with that kinda shit that "never before in my life" kinda thing.
please eh, I am not trying to take sides blindly, but i have thought wisely.
&& initially, i did not want to come up with all this sides bullshit. but you jus had to prove me wrong. Seriously , you know how much amira likes him. but yet you don't seem to give a damn. Life's a bitch to you? more like you had a choice on how you wanted life to be towards you. not like as if you were forced into a stupid bitchy life kan?
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
Overall, I am a lazy bimbo. anw, i went through maneesha's phone album. and it had loadsa photo of me in my long hair. omgomg! i miss them truckloads! i even came across one photo and went "siala, who's this slutty looking bitch sia?!" maneesha gave me the pathetic look -.- "you larh" haha, omg, i was once a gorgeous slut. HAHAHA! anyway, i'm like alredi serik of blogging bout batam. but since you hacked my blog. aku masih tak serik2 lagik. however you spell serik. HAH~ bimbo much -.-"
heres the story-
oh wow, hack my account. so she and her apek to be husband- firdaus. i tell you, that batam come to singapore; thinking she can live a casual life. but no, she can't escape from it. she comes to singapore, our sunny island and meet firdaus. an apek. & there ya go! she is gon be a karang guni wife. cant get away, can you? hah~ tell me when i can stop laughing bout u kay? so yeah, one day, GENO, walk. walk and walk and walk. okay stop-.-" why? cos batam n firdaus , eh no, pembetulan - karang guni larh! so yeah, they confronted geno. ask why siti private her blog and write bout me n firdaus. we not happy, 569 or rather what me n my girls call; mini mart boys, wana sound her. chey wah! batam blowjob ekh? best? manis takk konek dorang? wah, conferm drg suke ekh? mesti larh, gigi kau senget per, cam aper eh? tikus? tkpelah, asl kan mini mart boys bahagia.. so yeah. wah, cam geno nk dengar kate krg. so geno- walkwalkwalk and stop. tell me! n the G-MATS! so i changed my password. and that batam, scared perh? i call syafiqah sound her, hilang. mcm tau ekh batam? kau pakai ape? black magic? oh.. uh-uh. originate from batam wat. then we tell ppl, confront geno AGAIN! ask how ppl know. ey apek n wife taik eh kepala kau? huh? gi tandas tk pakai alas kepala? sampai setan berakkan? gi madrasah boleh tk? ape? taklay? ohh... yeah. tk cukup duit. tk pe lah. cari sponsor eh sayang? dah cukup lah! berbuih mulot aku -.-"
anw, today i keep making fun of ana. haha! dont know why! lol! but okay larh! at least she never violent sia hit me back. she didnt even hit me back. waaah, ana baik eh? lol! yalah baik!
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, i kissed a girl, kissed a girl, last had fun, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
YOU GOT ME HITTING ON YOU,
WHEN YOU COULD BE HITTING ON me
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, i kissed a girl, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
today, I'm like so mothafuckinbored!
Tuti last minute bailed out on me and said she didn't want to go out. after i begged my mum like HELL! so i just dress up n start taking pictures.
CIAO!
Labels: kissed a girl, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
Don't forget, Demi levato
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, misery
I AM SICK!!ok, hell. I'm sick! it's so the wrong time to be sick! hello?! common test is like on monday, && have to be in school at 7.15 not 8.15. Dangit! then Thinkers cheerleading got top 3. so , i have to continue practising with the girls. && if im not there, no one can help to take care cause Annisa quit. why? cause imma bitch, she's a bitch, and we're in the bloody bitch game now. I won't address her as Batam now, cos i have no mood to critisize people now. so not the siti, i know. but hey, im sick! then we have to change some of the choreography cos its too "step sexy" , so yeah, wait "ANGELL!! help me!"
be right back, my mum's calling me to eat my medication.
BLEARGHHHH!!!!! taste like shit! GOD! i don't take tablets nor capsules, so i hav to settle with syrup. like baby, yeah i know -.-" ok, let's see... hmm.., i was so sick jus now ,tat me n tuti slept at the cateen. lying down on the bench. damn bloody motherfucking UNGLAM laaaarh! bt i was too sick to even care a damn. im just scared tat someone like took a picture! hope not. spare a soul for me people!
&& i hate farahnisma, farahnizmak or farazninek! haha. damn i hate her sia. pendeeek! get a life. && mine is not rabak kay? go read Anne\ana blog, more bastard, hahak!
&& i have a major crush on you!! ur so cute that whenever i see you, i catch my breath. ZOMG, it's so close i can almost feel it!
oh ya, btw. we, the g-mats now hav a web show on youtube. featuring, the G-MATS[geno, maneesha, angel, tuti, siti]
Confessions
of a teenage drama/dancing queen
okay,
im human. & i aint cruel. i feel guilty for doing all this things to you. but i don't know if u have even realized ur mistake? u are so heartless, u don't care how people feel. u speak as if u don't speak from ur heart. it's like ur so stone. I mean, i am a super bitch, but i feel a sense of guilt. when i was in primary school, what im doing to you is like the least of all the bad things i do to people. && i won't feel a single guilt in me. but now, i do. but i hav to admit it, u do hav a way in picking up all my leftovers! & i know you did'nt steal my money. but i just neede a way to push you away and teach you a lesson. && I'm sorry, but you're not forgiven!
Labels: misery
ugh! it was so miserable! or rather, i was miserable. i was so fucking humiliated! yesterday was the track n field heats. i jus got there and it was my event doing the heats alredi. so, i didnt change my shoe or warm up. so i jus ran. bt, i will be running with boys. Tuti backed out and told me not to run. But sab insisted i run with her. not listening to Tuti was a big mistake! i was last! freakin paiseyh! then at the finish line, i stopped at the wrong line. the bloody hell bitch teacher scolded me infront of everybody! i was like ... wtf? why the hell is she scolding me sia! so, i remained cool although i was gona burst. when i went back to my place, angel and geno was there. i was like, heck care. and i started crying.. i cried for like a good 30mins or so? then annisa and bernice came and asked me to run 400m with them. i was like NONO! i was so humiliated, not gona do it ever! again! annisa and bernice were so pissed with me cos i wouldnt stop crying n just run. annisa was like " eh, i reli want to jump down now you know you bitch!" bernice was soooooooo much nicer. she begged me nicely. then brenda came and comforted me. watching annisa and bernice cry, i went. bt then annisa wanted to wear my sports shoe. she asked me to wear hers. so i put it on, it was sooo loose. then mutiara asked if i wna use hers. when she took out her shoes i was like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! it was the latest NIKE shoe that i wanted to buy! it was latest of the latest. i was like begging my father to buy me those, bt he sed buy spike la . im so forcing him to buy me that shoe now! so i ran, and i did it! that shoe works like magic!
it was so supercalifragelisticaspialidocious!
when i got home, i cried AGAIN!
today, i decide to SDH, self declared holiday. my eyes are swollen and im so embarrassed.
Labels: misery
