I've been busy lately. Really2 Busy. I wouldn't be saying study, cause i hate studying. It's what i call, "eyes on the prize!" Being Busy, eyeing my prize and not making a fool of myself by making fun of every single imperfection i see; i did not have time to reply to a very sad story that was posted on ________ blog.

Let's start.
What happened to forever?
I should be asking you that. What happened to "i will be there for you when you need me the most"??? I asked you for 1 favour. You don't wna go? fine. tell me. after school when i'm looking for you frantically, you ignored me when i'm right infront of you. Please, i may not know you for eternity, but i've known you way long enough to know who you really are and when you're pulling off a show. If you can spot Amirul Asyraf's imperfection from miles away, why not ur bestf in front of you. who not only walked past, but amira also said "hi" to her when she walkd past.

Don't say you're sorry when your not. If Amira didn't tell you why i was so unhappy, i don't even think that this matter would even struck ur freakish socialite mind. Reality check; yes, you need it. Those friends whom you always try to break off and make sure whatever bastard-ish stuff would hit them right in the face one day, u are more than willing to give in to them than me. Remember when you always wna find someones fault and would need a back-up? I was always there to sacrifice what people would think of me and actually allow people to say negative stuff abt me just to be ur backrest. Funny isn't it how you would always be their no. 1 friend and I will still look like as if i was the one who initiated it.

You act like as if your so sorry, I don't think you are even close to sincere. When your with Your friend that you share the limelight with, you ignore me. and act like as ig i'm invisible. i wouldnt say human, cause if i was a human walking past, i'm sure u got something less than pathetic to say. when you're alone, "hi siti, you ok? you want some? are you sure?" Oh, cut off some slack man! You do anything to make you look good and make yourself go deeper into a friendship that who knows garuntee you the future. even if it means, humiliating your own bestf. Go ahead, talk abt me behind my back, Just so you know. I have never uttered a single word abt you. Nothing great to say about a girl who badly needs a mirror to allow her ugly attitute to surface from below. Maybe that will show you how disgusted people actually see the way you act.

P.S. Batam Poo ley gi sidai lah buat kerek badan ko-.-"

Labels: bitter sweet farewell, the cheerleader says bye.