Common test is on monday. I am confident about English, but my malay sucks. I can barely form a malay sentence. I feel sick. I feel like puking, but nothing is coming out. So happy that I'm done with cheerleading. No more choreographing all that crap. Thanks Angel!
Somehow, i feel better without a boyfriend. It's like, I'm better off without him. No more thinking of where to put him in my schedule and all that crap. & I feel less insecure. Oh, my pimples decreasing too. Yay! that's like the most important part. & I feel happier obviously. I love every single one of you for your support and texting me to keep checking up on me if I'm alright. C'mon, you guys know me, I don't look look back for long. & I forget easily. I'm not suprised if i even forget his name by the end of this week. what's his name again??? err? A...A...Alfian?
Oh, no pictures for now. I lost my camera charger and cable. i hate myself. why can't i just remember things??? But then again, to forget easily is somehow a gift. Cause if i remember every single sorrow and misery, I think I'll prolly be dead.
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I seriously don't know what I was thinking. Am i doing the right thing? URGH!!! Waking up today, something feels very missing. It's like a part of me is gone. Like a hand or something. For a start, No more "goodmorning" text. School's suppose to start late today. But I didn't know. So being a bimbo, i woke up early. Then i checked my phone, no messages. But then i forgot, why would he wanna text me??? I'm sucha stupid girl.. I'm feeling so sad and depressed right now. My heart is sunken to the lowest. I can barely breathe like normal and tears are like obscuring my sight when i try to catch my breath. Am I doing the right thing?
I'm still loving you, like i did yesterday.96Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,who holds your hand in front of his friends,who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on.One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU…The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her…He is the one, what did i do?Labels: bitter sweet farewell, the cheerleader says bye.
You got me feeling upside down today
Life is just so hectic. I don't know if I should go back to school tomorrow. Cause of some house meeting. I think shervin said something along the lines of making a banner?? I don't know. Currently I'm feeling scared. questions like "what if? does he? am i?" are like running through my mind. Yay! we won the match! Please god let us win the next one. then we can move on to the next round. then I'll be super. happy.Yay!
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Isn't he cuteeee????
I'm feeling so down right now. God knows why. & I do not wish to elaborate on it here.
FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teachers give homeworks like as if we have no life. & They are bloody retards who make us do homework, collect then few days later ...
"Okay class, I am going to return you your homework that you did last week. we are gonna go through together"
Fuck this lazy assholes upside down!
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Yeah, you got that right. We won! yay!!! Take that! hahahaah!
Finally we won. Omg, after losing the last match. I was so devastated. it's like as if the guy that i fell in love with died! But winning felt good. but not so good. Cause you know why?!?!?! I didn't fucking play! I did but for like 1/10 of the game. coach put me as reserve. cause i didn't come for training the day before. Ughhhh!!! For like the few minutes i played, felt like a split second.
I hope we win for the next match! Oh, and northland boys are so
kurang ajar nak mampos!
Can't wait for Friday. Oh, hate school. So hectic. & Mdm Yuslina just keeps picking on me. everyday, she will check on me. It's like as if i'm on probation(sp?) yeah, whatever you call it!
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Went to Ngee Ann Poly today. It was super fun! Initially, I was interested in Mass Communications. But now, I'm more intrested in Business communications. It was like super interesting! the health Science was interesting too. there was like a fake mother giving birth. hee! I like! So many freebies and cute guys here and there^^
Oh, and i made a DNA Pendant. if you can see it. in the picture. it's purple!
& My younger sis got lost. and my mum lost her hand bag. urghhh!!!! but managed to find it anyway. so annoying sia! why on earth must my parents come?! and my mum had to force my dad to come. Come on, married to him for like what? 17 years and don't know he doesn't like to get involve in any part of our school life?? annoying! next time, not going with parents anymore!!
By the way, I'm lucky number 5 for my floorball jerseyy! yay-ness!
at first coach was like
"siti, 89"
"what?"
"your number"
"what number"
"floorball number"
"what floorball number?"
"your jersey"
"uh.. okay"
Okay, I'm not a bimbo. but when he said 89, isn't that such big number??
then when sue asked if can chnge her number to 7, I was like "can change?"
then i changed to 5. I like small numbers. Other possible number i would take would be 3, 17, 14, 13. so those are my fave numbers!
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Happy New Year!Hey hey hey everyone. Kinda typing really fast now cause i just wanna update quickly.First and foremost, Happy new year to you too Sue! Thanks for standing by me through all the bumpy roads we had this year. I do wish the both of us well for next year. we are both gonna see each other do well! yay! So sorry for not attending the concert with you. i really badly wanted too! like extremely wanted too. but i was pissed with my mum and i was at my friend's place over in Boon Lay. So far away! I'm super duper sorry.
This year's countdown wasn't so great. Countdown at Hyatt hotel with friends from brunei. They're considered childhood friends cause we've known each other since kids. The tickets for the countdown party at brunei was 200bucks! like OMG! Okay, I've got pics, but I can't uploaded it up now. Really in a hurry. saw my new time-table. wth?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! URGGGHHH!!!!!!!
45 MINS PER PERIOD? That means 1 AND A HALF HOURS FOR THE SUBJECT THAT I HATTTTTEEEEEEEE!! okay, I gotta go now. ciao!
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Today was floorball friendly match against Canberra Secondary school.
IT SUCKED OKAY! SUCKED! S-U-C-K-E-D- Sucked!
First, my mum didn't wash my Nike sports bra. and that's the only sports bra i wear. So, i had to wear a normal bra. which means, hello jinggle bells. OR BOOBS! Then, he didn't wash my Thinkers shirt. urgh!! I only have one Thinkers shirt cause I gave one to Sue. So, i had to wear Entreprenuers. Then. there wasn't supposed to be Boys. But then if they shut up all the way, i'm cool. But they didn't. DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so bad. Coach totally had hopes on me. he put me forward. FORWARD! Then, I just went in there and screw up everything. I didn't get the ball much. I didn't run for the ball much. I didn't give my %100 & I DIDN'T SCORE A SINGLE GOAL! I am so angry at myself! i feel like beating myself up right now! then, he called for half-time and he got Sue to replace me. SO EFFING SAD! I felt so useless!!!!
Then, he put me back on court but not forward. Centre. But atleast I was on court right? I wanted to give my best. I kept running for the ball. But then, i got tired. then, the ball kept coming to me. I was so drained! I could hardly think. But i pushed myself harder. then two girls attack me. One of the bimbos stuck her stick in the middles of my legs while i was running and i fell. FELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like that could be bad enough. i fell infront of chopstick legs. Literally infront. like 5cm away-infront.
there was a "ooooooooooooooohhh.......... *SILENCE*"
But he, " Oooohhh......... *SILENCE* HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!"
Then the referee blowed the whistle. Game over. I pulled myself together.
I so hate him! HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought today's game was bad. but those good players, were not so good today. Like Filza, she is so good. LIKE GOOD AND AWESOME! but, today she was like not so good. maybe she was feeling the same way I did. But those who weren't so good. were good. much better. keep it up!
So, this concludes my first friendly match! I hope theres more to come. Then i can really kow where I actually stand. Although i feel so bad about today's match. But, it's okay. I'm gonna give my all next time.
CHEERS! oh, and for those who are celebrating Christmas, Merry Christmas!
Labels: last had fun, misery, the cheerleader says bye.
I was viewing this guy's blog. and I was reading, Make-up: $40, Boob job: $$ , blabla.. then it said "forgetting to tuck in your nuts": Priceless.
I was looking all over for nuts. like, peanuts. or whatever that looks like nuts. then i was thinking, maybe there's nuts in the plant. then i saw something sticking out in the middle of her thighs. I was like, "What the hell is that? a tumor? a cancerous growth?" Then, it suddenly strike me that that person is a freaking DUDE! I was like, Yuck! Yuckidy-YUCK! Don't get me wrong. I wasn't turned on at all. AT ALL! I'm just blogging about this cause i couldn't believe that I actually belived that thing is a woman. GROUSE!!!!!!!!!! Come on, Like I know how "nuts" look like. never seen one before. especially in that kinda position.
So, this is my second time blogging today. i know. I'm so sick. it's all i can do. I really wanna get up and practice a little for floorball match tomorrow. i really wanna get into the school team. Then it would look good on my application to head-off to JC. I'm not the smartest student. If i really wanna go to JC, i guess DSA is the only way. don't get me wrong, i haven't give up my studies yet. just my back-up plan.
I'm guessing all of you are staring at that dude's nuts. Stop! hahahah!
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I'm like so happy!
Cause yesterday, during floorball, i did so well! I'm not gonna take all the credit. Sue helped me. She helped me by getin the ball and passing it to me. she's such a good passer! and plus, there was no keeper, so yeah.
after that, we ate at madjack. then i went home. I quickly showered cause i was caught in a slight drizzle. but unfortunately, i still got sick. my muscles were aching so badly. my temperature was 38.2 degree celcius. I hope i get better by Wednesday. there's gonna be a friendly match. I reallly wanna play cause like, I've never played during a friendly match against another school. Just hoping that Cranberra Sec is not so good. then we can beat them easy peasy!
Got these pretty interesting whatever you call it from Sorfina's blog.
So, true. so guys/girls stop crying about whoever dumped you and saying you're freaking heartbroken. Cry a river, build a bridge, GET OVER IT!
Now, this is my favourite! Really cheered me up.
Suck it you rotten girls!
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I LIKE
Smart, Italian, Funny, Surfing, Photogenic, Atheletic, Charming, Brunette, Sexy, Skateboarding, Strong-willed, West Coast, Passionate, Respectful, Talented, Creative, Resourceful, Intuitive, Peace loving, Guitar playing, Heart throbbing
BOYS!
It's been ages since I last talked about guys on my blog. I don't know? cause i think I'm over a done with it or maybe cause I know i can't stay commited or I just don't have the time to entertain their sensitivity and stuff like that. Or it's just both. So, I just thought I should blog something about boys, for once in an eclipse. I thought long and hard, but i know, it's majorly inpossible. Okay, so yesterday I went to a family chalet. I miss all of them so much! I haven't met them for like ages. It's sad that they don't even recognise me. Do i look that difffrent? well,i guess. But i know I've gotten prettier. Yes, I am self obsessesed! This wek, I did my hair twice! yes, twice! I really love myself, my body especially. I really got a cute butt. Okay, enough!
So, yeah. I have lotsa of money on my hand now. Not literally, but in my pockets/wallets. I'm like spending money like sand. & I've decided that since it's my fist job (well, not really first) but, first real pay. I thought if giving a portion of money to the people I love in my life. So, i gave my younger sister, Mom, dad, Granny and Grandpa some money. Even Sue, ofcourse. I love her. I didn't give her the money, but I treated her to something special. So, yeah. I'm really blessed, And I love Allah. So, since I've got alot of money. I'm investing alot on M.A.C products. cause, it's really good. I love M.A.C. & that would be the only make-up I would ever use. EVER! Oh, and I decided to spare some money to print pictures. cause computers are unpredictable. It might just erase all your datas. Pictures last forever.So, i decided to print like a hundred of pictures. Me and everybody in my life. Even people that I might not be friends with them or they hate me, or I hate them or have just simply lost contact. So, yeah. It'll be good to one day look at the picture and memories just gushes back. It really doesn't matter to me. Cause, we were all friends before, that's why we ended up having a kodak moment. okay, "what happens in vegas" is on right now. I wanna watch! although I've watched it millions of times. So, I'll talk to ya later sexy people! But, I'm sexier ^^
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So, I'm like so bored right now. Floorball totally killed me. I nearly vomitted my lungs out. Well, Jaz literally did. My Leong is a serial killer, I swear!
Haven't been talking to Kevin lately. I bet he's thinking I'm like such a Bitch. I mean, I am really lazy to text. & I only reply to important text. So yeaah, got my bill. I am so dead!!!!!!!! $1o4?? My mum is so gonna kill me!
Oh, went to wild wild wet with Sue the other day. Pictures are up on facebook ;D I know, pictures are wayway better than my hopeless crap. Anyways, I just finished my two weeks job. I'm prepared to spend my $1200! Yay-ness! I might be into treating people. Just might, if you're nice. Like Sue. she so deserves it. she helped me with my blogskin. Isn't it cool? although some are saying it's exactly like hers.. hmm, it's okay! we Jiwe! HAHAHAHA! mentel sisters, we are so Miang ^^
Oh, and I am planning for Hui Yi, Annabelle and Rachel's birthday celebration. My dear friends! Love them to the bits!
I'm so caught dead using computer till late nights cause I'm so scared to sleep. there's like ghost bothering my family eversince my dad left for hajj. I WANT MY DADDY AND I EFFING MISS HIM LIKE SHITZXZXZOPHENICS!
till then, ciao!
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Truthr or Dare!
Okay, I'm not like Sue kay?
Don't expect me to tell you the long story.
Just, some parts here and there I guess.
But, If you think you want the whole story, bbytimo.bs.com
will tell you the whole news!
My sister's party rocked!
Well,like duh, I organized it.
But, i loved the after party. LOVED IT! L-O-V-E!
Tell, you that later. but now, i'm gonna keep to the storyline.
So, woke up early that morning, for nothing. really. not much preparations. my mum did it all on her own. she's super woman! with this, i would like to take this opportunity to thank my mum. I love her so much! i would never trade her for anything else in this world. and yes, I'm a mummy's girl. I am still hiding under her armpits, if that's what low life-ers call it. Yes!
Then, Sue came. And helped out. yes, another person I would never trade with, Other than Coral's teddy bear. cause she is also small like coral's teddy bear. hehehe! Sorry, girl. Just kidding! Yup, then when we reached there, we needed more man. So, my older sister's friend came. So, i sent out Sue and another darling, Hui yi to buy decorations. Gave them a super tight budget. heheheee, sorry babes. But, they did a super good job. Then, when they got back, we hurriedly decorate the place up, blew up all the fragile ballooons. kept bursting i tell you! and people like Sue and Huiyi who are suppose to be helping me out, kept running away from me. I kept on like screaming
"Sue, come here! don't try to run away from me! i hate people running away from me!" then, they just like, give me the faces and i am sucking up all alone!
Then , we were not on task. we had to start dressing up by six. but it was nearly 6.30! Sue went around the whole place to look for a power socket, but.. NOTHING! Then, all our plans of curling/straightening our hair was crashed/drowned. In the end, looking at the crowd streaming in, I just bundle my hair up into a super chic ponytail. and craze it up with hairspray and wax. Sue helped me! it was awesome! My Mum and sis said i looked like Kat DeLuna. HAHAHAHAHA!
Then, partied all night. heh! Ummm.. oh yeah! Sue is full of her MACAM FAHAM-ness. HAHAHAHAHA! Can't help but laugh when i think of it. she bought this real cheapo party spray for like what? 1 buck? Then, it was really damn hard to spray. it was so hard i tell you! even the strongest person on earth can't do it. Then, Sue and her Macam Faham face, grabbed a can and sprayed it with ease. and gave the face like "oh, I can do it! why can't you?" plus pathetic face. then i saw vapour coming out, but no crazy ribbons. Suddenly, i smelt my deodorant smell. And i looked closely at the can "Espirit Deodorant for her"
'" that's ,my deodorant you!"
I'm glad she knew the paiseyh face well. hahahahaha! Then, Rachel performed a song, how sweet. I seriously wish her all the best for her future. she is so smart and bright and talented. If she doesn't make it in studies, she can totally do music. Who would reject her? And don't care about setbacks dear, I have too many setbacks. WAY! but, i'm still going strong. reverse those setbacks into motivation. it works babe! Okay! after that, sent her and Safiya home. That Bitchy funny divalicious Bimbo!
Met the guys along the way. Great, is this some trend? Coming after the party ended? So yeah, nobody was there. My parents was there. Then they left. then my paren ts left. Then we met them! Well, it's a good thing though. Cause me and Sue are left all alone! Hayati and Kevin and gang left us! they went to watch an NC16 Movie. and then the other movie was fully booked 2012. wth right?! But, even if it wasn't, we wouldn't watch it. It's so, merepek! Nobody can tell me when it's gonna end. NOBODY WOULD KNOW! Except only Allah would know. But if it happens, please let it be the day after i die. I heard it's scary. My religious techer said that nobody would wanna meet the end of the world. Scary eh?
Kays, so then after sitting down, don't know who suggested going to redhouse. Whoa! i heard of that plave, but never been there. All my friends with eternity freedom have been there like in the middle of the night. cool giler Babs! So, i guess, that day was my turn! That's when me and Sue said "Yesterday we were girls, today, we're teenage girls!"
And we brought our pillows along, did i tell you? Macam drunk girls gituk. HAHAH
Then when that azim! who condemmed me so much, suggested that we go in, i bit him. he was like forcing us! Oh, and not only that , he kept calling me Medusa all night/morning. cause when i took out my ponytail full of hairspray, if you're a girl, you would know. it was wild! Then after kena bitten, we head off to the beach and listen to misteri jam dua belas. it was scary i tell you. i cover my ears at the ending. cause they will have the scary tak perlu sound effects! then, headed back to the chalet cause the boys was thirsty. then played truth or dare. and then, hayati and kevin came back. I'm so suay! the bottle kept pointing at me! and the first dare, i had to hug ____. HAHAHA! His heart was beating so fast. i could feel it clearly. Not imagining things. I swear. But, hit Sue back by having her to hug the substitute of Khai! Cause Khai was suppose to come. Then another guy came to substitute Khai. Nice one Sue! Shorty girl. he literally bent or you! You owned it! HAHAHAHA!
Then, played Murderer. damn fun sia! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Nobody wanted to look at me anymore cause, Eveb if I'm not the murdere I will wink. and they would believe me. hahahahahahaha! Dani and fir, kalau jadi murderer atau police, muke steam kodok! will not elaborate more. Cause whatever that happened, will stay beyond the four walls of that haunted chalet.Talking about haunted! Azim claimed that he said he keep seeing a girl running into the room whenever he looked at the room's direction. freaked me out like hell.
But, i guess, without the boys, we would be scared to death. I swear! really appreciate it lots. Ciao! Go check out some pictures on my fb. some of it have captions, be sure to read it to understand the pic!
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Yesterday was my family kenduri.
Omg, It was so long and dreading! They recite the Yasin, took like 2 hours to finish?
But! SUE came. It was really nice of her to be there. Usually, I don't really invite school friends to this kinda family events, cause they're not muslims? Plus, Sue was from her Aunt's house. so she took extra effort to come:D And me and Sue looked really adorable in our tudungs! Sorry, no pics. It's our disguise. Like, Yknow, Super man wear his specs to be like a normal person. But for us, we wear tudungs! hahahahaha.
Seriously, the thing was so long winded!
Sue Siti
"trust me, It's gonna end soon"
"How do you know?"
"Cause when my grandma passed away, the ending was like this"
45 mins later...
"Sue, I'm afraid you're wrong!"
oh, and the day before, She followed me to watch a movie with my little sister. My older sister and mum had to run some errands and i had to watch the monkey. went to watch Coraline in 3D!
Omg, so freakin boring and gave me a huge headache.
Besides, not much of the 3D effect!
Some pics of us in the 3D goggles/spectacles/glasses?
Don't we look utterly cute?!
Don't like to see me having fun?
Don't read my blog
As simple as that!.
It
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Love this picture.Sue looks like as if she is explaining something to a retard Kid. and I am like.. whatt?? OOOhhh....!
I Love my class!!
They are the lamest, stupidest, funniest, smartest, and the best bunch of people you can ever meet in your whole entire life.
Krish is the best!
He makes the best M jokes
although he is one. damn funny!
*looks at coca cola , "Oh no! M just took a shower!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA! Inside Joke, babe.
So, early in the morning, I went to giant with Hui yi. Got everything we need. Suppose to meet, Rachel, Su and Haikal. But they were late. So we left them. Cause my dad needs the car to go to work. Then my mum drove us home. Then at 5, headed to the Condo.
Then FUNFUNFUN
started Fire and Boomz. haha, Ris Low here. Those without swimming costumes went into the pool and got scolded by security. As usual, typical Sayyid, he talked back. So hilarious. and the security terase. HEHE. then my sis brought bigballs. so cute!
Okay, seriously, I'm the worst!I'll just let the pictures do the talking. Oh, and Sayyid sucks. he estinguished the fire. and tried starting it again with my deodorant. Our food smelled like me! gladly, after 2HOURS! Then it came back on.
ciao!
Labels: i kissed a girl, last had fun, the cheerleader says bye.
My fake eyelash got in that flour! JOKE!
obviously, we didn't just bake tarts. there were others too!
We look like grannies with our hair nets!
Just got back from training. Super tiring. Was having lunch with suhanna at The library.When i wanted to go home, she was groaning.. But seriously, I can't wait to get naked on my bed. It's so hot! And like I'm sweating like hell. I sweat alot. It's just disgusting man. Not natural for a lady to sweat like a monster. Disgustoo!
Did anybody catch my nails?
I loved how i played floorball and when i look at my nails, I'm a girl!
Yknow, like.. floorball's so tomboy-ish. But my nails made it look less bitter.
Okay, I promise I would get a whole lot of crap shit+fun photos. Cause this week is suppose to be fun! why? Cause every week of my life is fun!crap crap crap! moving on,.......
He is talking to me! I mean, i have talked to him before, but he is texting me! I never thought that it would happen. I mean, he is so gorgeous and all. I never really likehim, like him Yknow. Just like , like him like him like he is cute thats all. If you know what i mean. So cool! I'm gtting all the jitterbugs now! Well, I may have lost some friends this year. but, it has made me do things or experiencethings that i never thought would happen. I am not proud of Losing friends and having a bad rep and all that. But, it has made me come out ofmy comfort zone and made me realize theres more to life than that. I'm glad it happened :)
Well, i got pictures, from baking class and our second modelling interview. Like after a million years! I know.. what a lazy bum!
So you cute-sters reading my blog, stay on! I got good pictures coming up this week ;)
Love you all a million!
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