Common test is on monday. I am confident about English, but my malay sucks. I can barely form a malay sentence. I feel sick. I feel like puking, but nothing is coming out. So happy that I'm done with cheerleading. No more choreographing all that crap. Thanks Angel!
Somehow, i feel better without a boyfriend. It's like, I'm better off without him. No more thinking of where to put him in my schedule and all that crap. & I feel less insecure. Oh, my pimples decreasing too. Yay! that's like the most important part. & I feel happier obviously. I love every single one of you for your support and texting me to keep checking up on me if I'm alright. C'mon, you guys know me, I don't look look back for long. & I forget easily. I'm not suprised if i even forget his name by the end of this week. what's his name again??? err? A...A...Alfian?
Oh, no pictures for now. I lost my camera charger and cable. i hate myself. why can't i just remember things??? But then again, to forget easily is somehow a gift. Cause if i remember every single sorrow and misery, I think I'll prolly be dead.
Labels: i kissed a girl, the cheerleader says bye.
I seriously don't know what I was thinking. Am i doing the right thing? URGH!!! Waking up today, something feels very missing. It's like a part of me is gone. Like a hand or something. For a start, No more "goodmorning" text. School's suppose to start late today. But I didn't know. So being a bimbo, i woke up early. Then i checked my phone, no messages. But then i forgot, why would he wanna text me??? I'm sucha stupid girl.. I'm feeling so sad and depressed right now. My heart is sunken to the lowest. I can barely breathe like normal and tears are like obscuring my sight when i try to catch my breath. Am I doing the right thing?
I'm still loving you, like i did yesterday.96Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,who holds your hand in front of his friends,who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on.One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU…The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her…He is the one, what did i do?Labels: bitter sweet farewell, the cheerleader says bye.
You got me feeling upside down today
Life is just so hectic. I don't know if I should go back to school tomorrow. Cause of some house meeting. I think shervin said something along the lines of making a banner?? I don't know. Currently I'm feeling scared. questions like "what if? does he? am i?" are like running through my mind. Yay! we won the match! Please god let us win the next one. then we can move on to the next round. then I'll be super. happy.Yay!
Labels: bitter sweet farewell, i kissed a girl, the cheerleader says bye.
Isn't he cuteeee????
I'm feeling so down right now. God knows why. & I do not wish to elaborate on it here.
FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teachers give homeworks like as if we have no life. & They are bloody retards who make us do homework, collect then few days later ...
"Okay class, I am going to return you your homework that you did last week. we are gonna go through together"
Fuck this lazy assholes upside down!
Labels: misery, the cheerleader says bye.
Yeah, you got that right. We won! yay!!! Take that! hahahaah!
Finally we won. Omg, after losing the last match. I was so devastated. it's like as if the guy that i fell in love with died! But winning felt good. but not so good. Cause you know why?!?!?! I didn't fucking play! I did but for like 1/10 of the game. coach put me as reserve. cause i didn't come for training the day before. Ughhhh!!! For like the few minutes i played, felt like a split second.
I hope we win for the next match! Oh, and northland boys are so
kurang ajar nak mampos!
Can't wait for Friday. Oh, hate school. So hectic. & Mdm Yuslina just keeps picking on me. everyday, she will check on me. It's like as if i'm on probation(sp?) yeah, whatever you call it!
Labels: last had fun, the cheerleader says bye.
